Soothing
I feel like writing, but there’s too much to say. I want to write every word, detail, feeling but my fingers can’t seem to type the letters to convey the thoughts over-flowing my mind.
I remember a many summers ago I had the courage to ride the ride where you fly like Superman at Wonderland. I was confident but nervous at the same time. I paid for the pricey ride - therefore there was no turning back. We stepped into the ride grounds, I put on the vest, I waited anxiously - watching other people scream and fly. I wanted to scream - I was crying on the inside. It was our turn next, my heart was pounding, I felt so weak in the knees. They attached us to the cord, I was no longer on my feet…my body was parallel to the ground. They raised us up higher and higher. Everything familiar became very unclear. My heart was POUNDING but I wanted to do this, I wanted this. The box that carried us up lowered and it was just us up in the air. All of a sudden I hear, “3, 2, 1” and my friend pulled the cord. All feelings bursted out of me, I screamed and yelled like my life depended on it. I was nervous, anxious, scared..but I loved it. It was the best feeling in the world. I felt the indescribable feeling from my toes to my head. I was flying. It was the best feeling of both good and bad. I would do it again, without a doubt.
Maybe this is how I’m feeling..
